It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age and who have fallen away, to be brought back to repentance. To their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace. Hebrews 6, verses 4-6.
Something else that needs to be said, and this is going to be harsh.
“To their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace.” We do it every day. It’s why He chose the cross; it’s why, every day, He chooses it again and again when you and I, selfish bastards that we are, keep stabbing him with those Roman nails. We do it with our sins, small and large, even the ones we don’t think amount to much. Have you begun to realize all the effects of your God-damned sins? Yes, I said that. Your sins and mine: they’re cause for God to damn us to eternal punishment. Personally, I think that punishment starts here and now and only gets worse as we go. God damn us for all of our sins.
Enough of the profanity. I hope you don’t mind it too much…it’s for effect and I’m hoping that it makes you think, maybe even a little angry. You should be righteously angry at sin; angry enough to do something about it. Jesus did. And yet we keep taking up that hammer and ramming those nails back into His hands and feet.
Every single time you and I fail we nail Jesus back to that cross. He suffered mortal agony the first time around, and then He suffered spiritual agony being ripped apart from His Divine being (so as to suffer and redeem us) while still being inevitably matched to Him as well. Then He rose three days later, making death and suffering moot forever. And yet every minute since, whenever someone has done, said or thought anything contrary to Him, it’s like we have nailed Him back onto that cross.
Here in the first-world, we persecute those who believe in Jesus. You’ve done it; so have I. Huh? You bet you have. Ever been afraid to speak up and say you’re a believer? Ever been ashamed of your faith because the ‘cool kids’ didn’t seem to be ashamed of themselves? Ever felt even the slightest bit sanctimonious when you did speak up, not realizing your proud sanctimony is a disgrace to Him who loves us unselfishly? Every single time we do things like these, even the tiniest thing, we are disgracing Jesus again. We are joining in with the crowd along the Via Dolorosa who spit on Him, screamed at Him, hated Him. You and I already know it’s un-cool to be a believer in Hollywood or even on social media. That’s persecution my friend, even if it’s soft-boiled.
And REAL persecution? You know, the kind that gets you killed for being a believer? It’s happening in every Muslim country on the planet. It’s happening on steroids in places controlled by ISIS and Boko Haram. It’s still happening in communist strongholds like Cuba, and China, and North Korea. Don’t fool yourself: when you and I sin, we’re joining in the execution squads in Iran who torture you, then stand you up against the wall simply for saying “I believe in Jesus and not Mohammed.”
Like I said, God damn us for our sins. He can, He will, He doesn’t want to, but He must if we don’t repent of them. God is holy and must be holy. Our very lives depend on it. If He isn’t, even for an iota of a second, then this whole universe comes apart. The places where the spiritual and physical intertwine would become explosion points of sin if there is no holy and just Lord God Almighty to bind them together.
Thank God that He is the cure for the common damnation. The cure for damnation is Jesus. Every time we do the difficult, mature thing and turn from our sins, it’s like witnessing Jesus rise from death again. We’re the women at the garden tomb, clinging fast to our risen Lord. We’re the blind man who can see again because He healed us. We’re Peter, restored to faith after denying Him three times. If our sins nail Him to that cross every time, then our repentance and re-acceptance of His gift of true salvation is being restored into His resurrection. Damnation becomes simply a road we didn’t follow when we step back onto the path of following Jesus. Then and only then do we grasp how He was ready for us all along. The salvation wasn’t undone by our rebellion even as our rebellion renounced our acceptance of His salvation.
For further reading: Luke 2:14, Philippians 3:12-14, Hebrews 5:12, Hebrews 9:14, John 3:25, Acts 6:6, Acts 2:24, Acts 17:24, Acts 18:21.
Lord Jesus, I praise You for all You did in saving us. I’m truly sorry for the sins I’ve done that nailed You to the cross. I’m truly sorry that I’ve kept on doing them. Live in me and strengthen me to turn from my awful sins and to follow only You.